It is the 2nd day of December 2009, and I have failed another night. I can not keep my self from going to bed in the mornings. The first night I gave in and got about an hour of sleep, the next I got about 3 hours, and last night I got 6. This needs to end. My problem is I have so little to do at night I can not find any reason to stay up. I really want this sleep schedule to be part of my life, but my will is only so strong. Hard to break a 22 yr old habit. This is the last straw. I HAVE to complete this first night to get the ball rolling. I just wish I could complete some sort of task. It is a shame I have not started any projects. I think I am going to find some kind of project online and try it. I just hope I find something that sparks my interest. Another problem is the lack of support I am receiving. Other posters where not kidding when the said people will find it weird. No one gets the mind set. To me it is not just about the extra time, I also want to be able to function when situations arise that require this kind of sleep schedule. Also, life is to short to spend staring at the back of your eyelids. We must enjoy our lives. Tonight is my night!
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